introduce for myself

My name is Claire. I come from China. Although I have been in Canada for two years, my speaking and writing skills are still not smooth or excellent. Because I want to graduate early in February, so in the summer my English must improve and other exams must be achieved.  This summer will be the busiest period of time: TOEFL, Math and SAT are tests that I need to achieve satisfying marks within four months,  which for me really is a great challenge. For many times I get to the point which I feel I would rather die instead of drowning and suffoscating in the sea of work. My heart shouts "I want to die!".  But I really want to do good on this English course, not only to achieve a good mark, but also, and more importantly, to improve my reading and speaking. English is critical for various areas of learnign whether in college or high school. Sooner or later, I need to force myself to learn and push my English skills to a certain level. On every English class I have, wherever and whenever, I notice everyone starts to write around me when homework is assigned. While on the other hand, my brain began to go blank. Then I start to stall and think my brains out. As the deadline comes near, I slowly finish my homework, but not in the quality I hope to achieve due to all the gramma mistakes I make all the time. I hope the completion of this lesson can take my English to another level in all aspects.